I've

Its been a week and I've only cried once!

I've smiled all week without faking a single one.

It hasn't been easy to learn to be just a little happy

My scars on my wrist are slowly fading away

I'm not stressed out like i was almost everyday.

I've decided that my life is important and i don't want to be dead

I still hate that hes gone but now i know things happen for a reason

I know now that no matter how hard i wish that he was here that he wont be coming back

I have so many memories of me and him together
But for every memory there will be a tear

Just because hes gone doesn't mean I'll ever stop loving him.

Every time i smile is for him because i know his in a safe place.

Its been a week and I've only cried once

My smile is know longer fake and I'm happy for once