I Still

Its going to be a year sense I lost you it still doesn't feel the same without you.

I still feel so lost and confused. I know that god doesn't take anybody before there time but I feel like it wasn’t your time

I feel like if I would of tried a little harder you would still be here. I still look at a picture of us in a frame and wonder if we would still be together if you were alive today. In some ways I feel abandon.

But I know that none of this was ever your fault. I still wish that I would have been able to say a proper goodbye but you were already gone when I said goodbye.

I still miss my old life and the way things used to be. But I know that God has plans for me. I thought that my future was supposed to be with you but god had different plans.

My Heart still belongs to you and it always will. It’s going to be a year sense I lost you and I don’t know what I’m going to do.