How to die?

I want to take a pillow,
and put it over my head.
my parents would wake up next day,
to find there daughter dead.

i want to take these paracetomol,
and swallow them one by one.
i want to die so let me be,
then my battle will be won.

i want to take this rope,
tie it round my neck and jump.
i am sick of hearing,
the blood in my body pump.

i want to take this blade,
and take it to my arm.
i was to slice it to shreads,
going further than just self harm.

i want to die,
just let me be.
why's no one listening,
i want to be free.

please please please comment