Trusting You

Trusting You

I fear you don’t care,
But yet I know you do.
You speak no words,
You feel no need to.

When you do speak to me,
Trust your words I cannot.
Sometimes I believe,
Sometimes not.

I find it hard to trust people,
And I don’t know why.
I fear they’ll let me down,
I fear they’ll make me cry.

So many times,
To trust you I’ve tried.
But that trust enters light,
And withers and dies.

The light makes me scared,
I feel safer in the dark.
But when the light passes the barrier,
Its burns to the heart.

You’ve tried to help me out,
Tried to see me thorough.
But no-one can help me,
Not even you.

The things I used to trust,
Turned out to be lies.
And that’s why my trust,
Just withers and dies.