Now The Voices Have Won

Now The Voices Have Won…

I sit in the dark,
Not knowing how I feel.
I’m so confused,
Can these feelings be real?

First I’ll be happy,
Then I’ll be sad.
Next hear the voices,
Then snap and get mad.

The voices they scream,
But I don’t see a face.
They are sealed in my head,
Their only place.

The voices they tell me,
Of places to go.
They tell me to kill people,
But I always say no.

I couldn’t take much more,
I had to give in.
I listened to the voices,
And commited the sin.

Do you know what I did?
I took a mans life.
I cut out his heart,
With a small rusty knife.

I walked away laughing,
And sat in the dark.
I never let go,
Of that mans bloody heart.

I lost everyone I knew,
And everything I had.
All because the voices,
Drove me mad.

Its not something I'm proud of
But it can’t be undone.
I gave in, I failed,
Now the voices have won…