Close the books again...
I have given up again...
all the battles I have fought
all feel
impossible to win...
The things I wanna say
get pushed off till another day
I'm not worth it anymore
I closed the chapter
locked the doors
my faith is gone away
heart is beginning to fade
There is no one here
all i want is to curl up and dissappear...
Sinking into my mind again
all of the things I have wanted
All those years
I was broken
now I am to late again...
I find it hard to breathe
when your not around
I find it difficult to not leave this town
a young mind and my soul
it has taken a toll
on me
and i want so bad to brake free
So many time I thought i would be happy
if i could just escape the feelings I had deep inside
I can not feel anymore
nothing is real
and all i wanted to do...was feel again
Again...I have refused your presence
Again...I have felt no resistance
Again...I have answered your call
Again...i feel alone through it all...
