Broken Hearts and Hints

It hit me hard, like a bullet from a hunter to a bird. I didn't expect for things to end that way. I guess I lied when I said, "I love you". But all those words-to find out they we were fake as well-is so...heart breaking. This shouldn't matter to me, because he never mattered to me. Thinking to myself, thinking of how I said he was the only one, thinking of how he said he wished to hug me, he wished to hold me, thinking back...it was all a lie. Those nights of staying up and talking till 2...are over. Those nights don't belong to me anymore-they belong to her. I wish I could take them back. But-I know I can't. So I hope he's happy. I hope he stays happy. I hope she never shoots him down as he flies by...like he did to me.