One cut, two cut, three cut, four

by Kia   Dec 8, 2004


Sitting on my bed
Telling myself it will be OK
All the thoughts going though my head
Are telling me to put the razor away

Thinking about putting it down
But i tighten my grip
I look to see if anyone is around
As my skin i start to rip

As the blood starts to flow
I lie to myself again
I don't want anyone to know
Happiness is all I'm tying to obtain

With each new cut that i make
I wonder why I'm alive
Wonder if my life is a mistake
But this is the point at which I've arrived

Sometimes i wonder if life is worth the pain
If life is worth all the tears
Sometimes i think i might be insane
Taken captive by all my fears

Trying to figure out what this life is worth
Don't know what i am here
I don't know what my purpose is on earth
Sometimes i wish i could disappear

Each cut leaves me wanting more
What have a begun
This is not something i can ignore
For i am no longer satisfied with just one

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  • 19 years ago

    by *Sherrie*

    dont you hate that feeling... its like you always want more no matter what... great work once again...

  • 19 years ago

    by Knoxy

    Hey this is awesome, and i know exactly how you feel, keep it up girl, and take care!!
    ~Luv Alwayz Knoxy

  • 19 years ago

    by Luke

    that was a good poem. ive been there and so have lots of other ppl. i hope you got through it alrite. if not, get in touch with me if you wanna. but like i sadi, the poem was well written and captured the emotions well.

  • 19 years ago

    by Brittany

    amazing poem, the same things run through my mind all the time. I am always here if u need someone to talk to, take care xoxox

  • 19 years ago

    by Johnny Mac

    Keira this is your brother, I hope this is not how you really feel, if so i think you need to talk to one of us. Def. not a good idea, read my poem Blue Skies whenever you feel that way

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