I hate

I hate the way u hurt me.
i hate the way u made me cry.
i hate the way u tried 2 change me.
I hate the way u made me feel inside.

i hate the way u made me smile.
i hate the way u made me laugh.
i hate how u made me feel inside.
i hate how u could break my heart.

i hate how u claimed 2 love me.
i hate the way u held me in ur arms.
i hate the way u told me i was special.
and i hate how i almost believed you.

you told me so many lies.
u hid away the truth.
and i hate myself 4 the way i never doubted u.
the way whatever u said i believed.

but no mattter wot u have always been there 4 me.
always 2 catch me when i fall.
always my saviour.
and yet 4 sum reason i hate that 2.

i hate so many things about u.
that i forgot to mention 1 thing.
and that is this:
no matter ur many flaws i will luv u 4ever my 1 true love now gone.