Lost with no cost??

My worlds crashing down
all around
Alone, Happy I never am
no idea how, not sure if I can

lying to myself lying to my friends
everyday another day closer to the end
angry mad wanna die!! this all I feel, feel that I AM
but seems to me everyone I know couldnt really give a DAMN

I don't wanna be alone feel lost
Id give everything as a cost
to not feel this way
not be ashamed

LIVE as I am feelings I cant with in
NO ONE LISTENS no one cares
these people you see are never really there
I hate this world every given day
I feel so hurt so in my head I try to run away!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOST ALONE TWISTED AND LOST
ALL THESE ID GIVE UP AS MY COSTS
PLEASE LORD LET ME BE HAPPY NEVER TO SAD
MAKE THIS WORLD LOOK MUCH BETTER AND SAFE NOT THE WAY IT IS BAD