Never forget

Nobody said it was going to be easy
but nobody said it would be this hard
I'm trying to make sense of my decision
but I'm in a place far too dark

I never wanted to be here
for me, I have nothing to gain
for you, all I've done is destroy you
shattered your world and caused you much pain

I feel I'm slipping much further now
there is definitely no way back
the hole I so easily fell into
has gone now, it's far too black

if these be the last words I offer you
to try and make sense of it all
all I can say is I'm sorry
and never forget I loved you
I loved you through it all