I miss you

Every time I see you with her,
I add a new scare to my wrist.
This urge to cut myself,
Is getting harder to resist.

You’ll never understand my pain,
Losing you tore me apart.
I wish I could go back,
To when I was always in your heart.

All you care about is Lauren,
But before you thought she was a wh**e.
I guess its just hard to realize,
I’m not the one you love anymore

I know your happy with her,
So I try to step aside.
This pain I feel so often,
I’m gonna try to hide.

I’ll put up a fake smile,
No one will see my cry.
Outside you’ll think I’m happy,
Inside I want to die.

No one will her me screaming,
On the nights I’m so upset.
I never thought losing you,
Would cause me this regret.

I need you back with me,
I’m getting weaker everyday.
If you would just listen to me,
I have so much to say.

I miss how you made me feel,
Like the world was on my side.
Now everything seems against me,
Its as if my soul has died.

You used to show you loved me,
I could always tell you cared.
I will always remember you,
And those happy times me shared.

I don’t know how much longer,
I can stand to be apart
I love you so much, I need you back.
You’ll always be in my heart.