My Confusing Life

Every day I feel as if no one wants me , no one cares
about me. But in reality people do. But it just doesn't
feel that way. Why does life have to be so hard, so
confusing? Nothing makes sense any more. It's like
I'm living each day over and over again. It just
seems to get worse and worse. Why?? I need
some help. But i feel as if no one understands. I feel
as if, no one ever will. Why can't I seem to open up?
To show my true feeelings,my reasons for living.
Cause once you've been hurt, that's it , it's all over.
You feel as if you'll always be lonely.As if you'll
always be incomplete. But you need to realize,
all you need to get by is, you. You don't need a guy.
They cause too many problems. Thye cause pain, heartache
and they can make you lose your closest friends.This is
what my life with boys has brought.These are the feelings
that I feel. And so i tell you this. So that you
realize how it feels. To lose everything that you used
to feel,used to see. Everything that you used to love.
Here's my story of my oh, so, confusing life.