Finally see

Every night I took something and dragged it acrossed my wrist, I'd think about dying, and if i would be missed.

Id think about my future but then Id think about my past, If I was gonna get through it, it has to be fast.

Its taking a lifetime to get through it all, some days I was ok and some I'd just fall.

It took a lot of time for me to finally see, that hurting myself really isn't me.

I thought it was a way to let out all my pain, but hurting even more was all it has to gain.

I went through so much just to get here, I've faced hard times and everything I fear.

I have my share of times where I feel I cant stay strong, but I know I've been through worse and more has gone wrong.

Its taking a while but I do finally see, why I am here, and what is for me.