DSS, their coming to take me away...

I'm sorry i told....

I don't want to be a foster kid!!!
i damned myself when i told on you daddy,
you know it,
your laughing.
you hate me,
i know you do.
but i didn't tell them everything,
not about how you asked me to take my clothes off,
or how you did too,
or how you choked me,
or how you hated me and yelled...

but daddy,
i don't want to be a foster kid!
i didn't want to hurt anyone,
i just thought it might help me somehow...
but was i wrong...

they've asked me these questions,
but they only know half of the truth,
they don't know what you did,
how you said i could "touch it" if i wanted to.
but nope,
i never told them that,
i kept it our little secret daddy,
don't you see?

i didn't even tell tiff,
or Amanda,
or jess,
or anybody,
aren't you proud?
well? are you?

your not answering me!!!!
what the F*U*C*K*!!!
you hate me!!!
you wont help protect me from them....

there coming now...

i guess ill never know what it is to be liked by you,
i don't know...
your my worst enemy.
did you know that?
i F*U*C*K*I*N*G HATE YOU!

DSS...
there coming,
their coming to take me away.