This World

This world is falling apart
No more people on who you can count
Walking in this cursed place
Looking for all the answers that can’t be found

Lost in this never-ending darkness
Consumed by my own created pain
Looking for a light in this place
Before I go mad… totally insane

I’m being destroyed by my own thoughts
Stabbing me in the back like a knife
This darkness is spreading trough my body
And I’m hoping it will end my life

I can’t help it I encourage death so much
I’m longing for some peace of mind
Somewhere without my worries
A place where there is nothing to find

But of all the things I wish for so much
This one thing I will never get
So I keep on living my life… waiting
Until that moment when they will find me… dead

This is not some fiction... some piece just to add to my collection of poems.. I really REALLY wish it would all just be over..