A better Life

I cry in side,
every night,
I cry tears of..
pain and sadness
tears of broken hearts and broken dreams.

i try to solve them by..
talking to a shrink
talking it out with the cause
talking it through with family
with friends

the one real way to get it over
i once thought was to
just die and go to heaven
or
pray every night
asking god to give me a better life

one day out of the blue
i found my one way to solve it
you walked up to me
i was in tears
mascara and eyeliner running down my checks
sobbing so hard i couldn’t breath

you walked up said
"hey girl are u okay?"
i looked at u
u had a light around u
u were glowing
u were my angel
my gift from god

you held your hand out
i stuttered
but took it any ways
you baby helped me when i fell
fell to my lowest

you saved me from me deep thoughts of....
giving up on life
giving up on my family
giving up on my friends
trying to cry my self to death
wanting to die
Babe you saved me from every thing

your are my savor
you are my way to solve things
that go wrong in my life
you are more than that
you are my way to a better life