Shred My Heart

I thought about you today
About the times we've been together
But now that you're gone away
Happiness is just a distant memory

I wrote a song about you today
About the times you were never here
But I tore it all up and I threw it away
I don't want to remember the pain

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever want to come back?
Or are you so blinded by her you cannot see?
You cannot see the pain you put me through

Now I have the knife in my hand
Now I have the choice of life or death
This pain bear me to where I cannot stand
Should I stay or should I go?

Should I keep the memories of you
When I can throw them all away?
I am so lost I don't know what to do
Should I stay or should I leave this world?