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I prayed to God for love to come to me by age fifteen
And so it did one unlike I have ever seen

But the trouble is I feel so cold
I feel as if it is getting old

I hate myself for doing this
Why can not it be bliss

I pleaded for someone for you to, come into my life
But it is still the same old strife

Depression continues to be my, only friend
Why wont this end

I want to be happy really I do
But I am sorry I can not please you

I wish I showed more emotion
And not cause so much commotion

I am better off alone
I will make it on my own

You do not need someone like me
I will screw you over too you see

I'm going crazy inside
It is something I really can not hide

I prayed to God for love to come to, me by age fifteen
And so it did one unlike I have ever seen

Really do not be sad.
You will find someone better than, me who will make you glad

Goodbye and really I wish it weren't, to end like this
I am so sorry here is my last kiss.