I Think Of You

I think of you every night
And every waking day
Imagining us re-uniting
Imagining what you would say

I think of you while I lie in bed
All night I toss and turn
I sit untill morning light
Waiting for your return

I think of you when I sleep
And every moment awake
I’m slowly dieing from your memories
With ever movement I make

I think of you when I bathe
Or sit in the shower’s rain
Your voice haunts my mind
Killing me with familiar shame

I think of you when I primp
I wonder where you are
I wonder when you’ll see me
And how I’ve gotten so far

I think of you at the table
I can hardly even eat
Anticipating the day
When our paths would again meet?

I think of you when I walk
Alone down this abandon street
Can’t help but think its you
Every time I hear stranger’s feet

I think of you in school
In each and every class
I sit alone and wonder
Why our love hadn’t last

I think of you when I lay
Cold and alone in bed
I think of your deep voice
And every word you had said

I think of you every day
It’s slowly driving me insane
I think of you so very much
To where only few memories remain

I think of you when I breathe
You invade my every thought
Remembering each and every kiss
And how my breath had caught

Again I reminisce
Your words haunt my mind
I sit at home with nothing to do
But await my very sign

The sign that you forgive me
And all that I’ve done
My decision was so careless
I only intended to run

My love for you is so intense
It’s killing me deep inside
But why am I the one who’s begging
When you were the one who lied