I just want to die

No one knows, no one cares.
I never get the time of day,
nothing ever seems to go my way.
I can't help but cry, all of the time.
Theres no hope left in me, only pain which others can't see.

Sometimes i pray at night, to not wake up and see the light.
Wishing to have just died,
just to get washed away in the tide.

No one really understands,
no one really wants to.

My life feels so pointless, I'm never good enough for anyone. I just want to fry up in the sun.

I'm a horrible girlfriend, horrible lover, friend, horrible daughter, niece, granddaughter, cousin, person. Its horrible to even know me.
So just let me cry, just let me be.