Slowely dieing

Feeling this way
On this day
Its something I just can't stop
I wish all this pain would just go away
But I don't think it will
And it starts to kill

Its starts with a slit
but ends with a rush
This is a habit now
I feel like I'm crushed

I try to hide it
It doesn't work
My friends have seen it
and now life's worse

I stop for awhile
The pain doesn't stop
I wait for the day
But deaths door knocks

So let me go get the knife again
Maby this will be the end.