This thing inside

This thing inside
i call pain
did i feel this
for good?

this thing inside
i call love
will i ever find it
to stay

this thing inside
i call hurt
why does it
feel so bad

this thing inside
of my heart
is it supposed to
make tears

this thing inside
of my soul
is it supposed to feel
this bad

this thing inside
of my mind
told me that
this would come

this thing inside
which i hate
make me feel like
nothing

this thing inside
of these words
shows the story
of my life

this thing inside
of this poem
will forever fill me
with strife