Pain

Are you relieved
or do you feel pain
from whats happened
what was there to gain

all my life
I've been looking for you
someone smart, sweet, and beautiful
that i could talk to

this enduring pain
of the torment in my heart
makes me wonder why you said yes in the start

but I'm glad
that you gave me a chance
instead of looking past
without even a glance

i wish
that it wouldn't reach an end
but i will always see you as
more than just a friend

i hope you can see me
as you did when you said yes
because right now my heart is low
and cannot plummet any less