~Confused~

Deep down my anger is rolled into one
deep down my cut is never done
deep down your sorrow is waiting
deep down a hole is creating
your in my mind your in my heart but still your managing to tear me apart
the ice on the blade the blood on my soul
nothings ever right for you
as you're causing this hole
my pain is your joy
my tears are a toy
my deepness and meaning is all lost away
but my cut will be there another day
this is intense
for such a person like me
but who am i, am i who you really see
am i who you really know
are these questions bothering you
of what i've become
nothings ever good until its all done
a drizzle of my tear a slice of my fear
as my heart bleeds for you and your lonely eyes
i feel my anger come out but i refuse to dry my cry