End the pain

Someone please hear my voice
Before i drift completely away
Someone give me a reason
Or else i don't want to stay

My life is hell here
And I'm tired of feeling pain
I'm might as well go to the real deal
Where things will have to be that way

I'm only 15
i shouldn't have these thoughts
I'm suppose to be happy
nothing should have it's cost

Why is this world so cruel to me
And why doesn't anyone care
To look past my mask, to my misery
And get me out of my despair

i must end this thing tonight
because the cuts are too deep
I'm running out of ways to end my pain
i can barely speak

My soul is leaving fast
and i want to go with it
i want to be a part of the past
instead of waiting for the future to kill me