Everyday

I watch myself dying everyday
Here, lying without a soul
There is nothing I can do anymore
I've lost all control

Every breathing moment
Is like a extra dose of pain
I'm slowly committing my suicide
I'm taking it day by day

I can stop at any time
But I've chosen not to
Every time i change my mind
I become lost and confused

Everyday I slowly die
Every tear is a forbidden cry
Every emotion is a confused feel
But today, i chose to end it all
Today I chose the kill