Though all the lies and pain you caused,
Made me feel so small and weak,
I loved you like I'd never before,
My heart had hit a new peak.
I never believed what they told me,
Thought they were jealous of what we had,
Now I wish that I'd have listened,
I never knew you could be that bad.
You'd cheated two, three, four, maybe five times,
Spoke about me behind my back,
Told everyone of my weaknesses,
And the qualities in which I lack.
I felt like dying, there was nothing left,
Just emotions for me to feel,
Angry, upset, embarrassed and alone,
But my wounds are beginning to heal.
You still try to call me,
So many messages on my phone,
Get it into your head, God, You're with her,
And I'm better on my own.
So leave me alone I don't need you,
I don't want to hear from you anymore,
A first love turned into a first true hate,
Just a journey for my heart to endure.
