Not really a poem... just writting down my feeling
As i lay here in my bed
tears rolling down my cheeks
no control what so ever
i realize that I'm wrong
that I've been wrong
who have i been trying to fool
was i trying to be cool
all my hopes, dreams, and plans
have fallen apart
shattered in front of my eyes
every thing i thought i stood for
everything i thought i was
its all been a lie
nothing is perfect
i knew that
then why did i fool my self into thinking that i was
this picture that i have made
this picture inside my head
could never come to life
it was a lie
i knew that
then why did i believe in it
believe with all my heart and soul
maybe i thought
if i just believed hard enough
it would become the truth
what do i do now
i don't know who i am
or what i want
and as these tears roll down my cheeks
i wonder
where do i go from here
