My Fault

Grew apart from what we used to be
You grew up and I let life slip
I didnt want things to be this way
Supposed to catch you when you fall

Is it because I was never there
That you despise me
Because I sometimes controlled you
Is why you hate me

I was just trying to guide your way
So maybe you could live happy
Maybe you noticed how destroyed I am
I didnt want you that way
You dont deserve a life like that

Is it because I was never there
That you despise me
Because I sometimes controlled you
Is why you hate me

I lost who you were in growing up
Other things on my mind
I let you go, I see your anger
All of your pain is in me
My fault...