I was only 13

You said I was beautiful
you said i had pretty eyes
i was only 13
you said come in
we would just talk
i was only 13
u looked at me
then i got scared
i was only 13
u held me close
the tears began to fall
i was only 13
you looked down at me
and said its okay
i was only 13
as i said no
you said sssshhhhh!!!!
i was only 13
you begun pushing
and i begun falling
i was only 13
tainted fingers down my thighs
wondering why
i was only 13
when i was frowning
you were smiling
i was only 13
darkness fell
nothing left
i was only 13
till this day i don't remember
when darkness fell
and there was nothing left
i was only 13
now only emptiness lies
deep inside me
i was only 13
they say to forgive and forget
how do u forget
the one who took your innocence
when u were only 13

If your wondering yes this did happen
and i really don't remember what happened after darkness fell...to those who might find this sad...I'm sorry if this makes u cry...for those who think its funny
try walking in my shoes....you'd end up killing yourself..........to anyone who this has happened to...don't give up hope...and don't try to solve your problems by death...you'll only give then the satisfaction that they succeeded
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