I was only 13 pt 2

I thought things would get better
they only got worse
i still lie awake
thinking about your face
your tainted fingers
running down my thighs
still haunts me today
you did a crime
never did your time
i think its time for you to die
to feel pain
to shed the tears
to feel the shame
to take the name
of the girl who got raped
i dont think you want to
play that game
3 years have gone by
and im still feeling the pain
maybe one day
you'll feel the same
i ask myself why
nothing comes to mind
you'll never be able
to endure the pain
if you saw me now
dont try to say sorry
sorry wont take away my pain
sorry wont give back my innocence
everyday i still wonder why
and breakdown and cry
maybe one day you'll think twice
and never again do this
i hope you wonder why
you did this to me
and i was only 13
and you took my innocence
i hope you even want to cry
maybe then you'll want to die
even though i still cry
and i may want to die
i might have a frown
but deep down i know there's a smile
i'll keep up the fight
you might of had the best of me
but i wont let this get the best of me
i'll keep my head high
and keep on trying
trying to be best i can be