Lost

So lost and confused,
looking around trying to
find someone who can
tell me whats going on.
I blocked everything,
I've moved on, my faith
it's became strong. It's hard
to think I failed you, our
friendship as ended,
I honestly don't know what
to do, not hanging around
with you,
I've changed, and not for
the worst, I've been able
to work on me, Just wishing
you would see.
You hurt me over and over
again, it's not fair for me
to sit here and care.
Sorry things are going
bad for you, but i'm
telling you, im here
and this you already knew.
It's not fair to me, walking
in circles trying to help you,
all i say goes in one
eart and out the other,
why should I even bother?
I once was lost, but regained
my strength, and now it's
time to put you to the test.