Are You Happy Now?

by Beautifully Broken..*   Jan 19, 2005


Everyone made fun of him day after day,
He tried to fit in but the cool kids would laugh and turn away.
The girls and I would play jokes and give him hope,
But seems like this High School drama and him couldn't learn to cope.
He came in school one day with a grin on his face,
Thought he would put all the ones he hated in their place.
In his hand lay a gun and he pointed it at the teacher,
He shot her becuase she wasn't there when he needed her.
Then he shot some kid in the back row,
and all the kids ran away screaming no!
But not me I just sat couldn't believe my eyes,
It echoed in my head all the pleading all the cries,
One after one the students went down,
A river of blood was left to flow on the ground.
Then I heard my very best friend,
I saw that maniac bring her life to an end.
In my head I kept hearing her cry,
On top of the others is where she lie.
I couldn't believe she was really dead,
I felt guilty for all those mean things we had said.
I wanted to bring her back so very bad,
I wanted to rewind to the good times we had.
I just kept running, inches away from the door,
But then I thought how many other loved ones were dead and I couldn't take it anymore.
I was sorry that this kid had to go all out,
that no one would listen when he would shout.
I am sorry that he got put through so much pain,
I am sorry he had no friends, no one to claim.
So I followed the gunshots and looked in his eyes,
The next thing that happened caught me by surprise.
He put down the gun and didn't shoot, Even though I really wanted him too.
Was this his way of paying me back for what I had done?
To leave me alone here, without my friends whom I so dearly loved?
Without my boyfriend going on 3 years,
To leave me here with no one to dry my tears.
As I stood in thought,
I heard one last shot.
And on the ground this crazy kid fell,
Doomed to spend eternity in hell.
He had left me here with only a few,
From minute to minute my haunting thoughts grew.
I missed everyone that to me had been so dear.
I picked up that gun under my bed and it all became so clear.
I smiled as the bullet went through my head,
Is he happy now? We're all gone, all dead.

..I know its long..but I really like it alot and please comment!..

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