Who do i turn to?

Who do you turn to?
When your best friend doesn’t care,
Making you more useless,
And living with more despair,

Telling the feelings,
That you feel inside,
They just don’t listen,
They don’t even hear your cries,

And even it you tell them,
The next day they put you down,
Saying that you are stupid,
Like a annoying clown,

Trying to reach for help,
But they don’t even see,
How can you keep living?
When they do not believe,

I rest in silent,
Im not gonna tell them how I feel,
Because what’s the point,
If to them I am not real.