At night..part 2

Well, it's another sleepless night,
I'm praying again, Asking God to make things right.
As I tell him about things I know he sees.
I close my eyes, Just to fight off the tears.
I don't know why I've carried this pain around for all these years,
And still God is the only one that hears me, He's the only one that really knows me. I pray for the person who brought me to this place, I ask God to help me to not lose my cool every time I see his face.
He's the reason I always feel so low,
He's the reason for all these emotions I can't control.
But he doesn't even know.