Unwanted tears

Unwanted tears
flow from my eyes
from everything you told me
from the truth to the lies

you told me you love me
i hugged you tight
how was i to know
i would be alone that very night

you were out with her
she was my best friend
how could you two betray me
how could you pretend

i thought that you loved me
but all you wanted was the sex
what happened to our relationship
when did it become so complex

i saw you together the other night
i went home alone
cutting my wrist
contemplating whether or not to call your phone

i wanted to see what you would say
and see if you would lie
but you said you couldn't talk
so you told me goodbye

no "i love you" at the end
no "I'll call you later"
it's because you were sitting next to her
in the middle of a movie theater

i don't understand
i thought we were in love
i thought that you needed me
i thought you needed my love

but i guess I'll see you in hell
because thats where i was sent
i was gone with out a trace
all thats left are words written in cement

"she dies by her own hand
because of all the lies he told
there was nothing left of her
so her heart grew cold"

maybe unwanted tears will fall from your eyes
because this whole thing was your fault
it hurt me so bad inside
like wounds filled with salt

so please don't come to see me
as I'm lying there dead
just take this all in
because this is what all your lies lead

Brandy 2005 ©