Crimsom Tears

When I don't know what to do
When the pain is to much to bare
And I have no place which to go
I feel I don't have even a prayer

I close the door behind me
As I enter my lonely room
Looking for a place which to hide
This pain that does consume

Feelings people don't know
Feelings I keep locked inside
Looking for a release from them
Something I can still hide

I pull out my pocket knife
And get a grip that is very tight
I try to get rid of all these feelings
I try everything and with all my might

I'm tired of hiding how I feel
I'm tired of crying and such
I don't know what is wrong
Or why this hurts so much

I feel like everyones gone
I feel like I am all alone
Not letting them know
Its better to be left unknown

I hold the knife to my arm
And drag it across my skin
The more blood flows out
The deeper I dig the blade in

Like a mighty river flowing
Like crying crimson tears
Blood flows from my arm
It releases all of my fears