Second thoughts

I'm so tired of being here.
i want to leave this place.
but then i think of the people who love me.
i could see the disappointment in their face.
i cant be selfish right now.
i have to think of others before me.
some people, they understand.
they unlock me with their secret key.
they know exactly what to say.
every word is right.
they have a certain way
of making me feel alright.

-everyone who has helped me... thank you!!! i love all of you