I'm Last.

I'm last.
I've always been last, never first
When I smile it's fake
To make you think I don't hurt.

I'm last.
I know this is true
I think about it, everytime I think of you.

I'm last.
I feel no regret
I only cry late at night
When I'm alone in my bed.

I'm last.
At least this I always try
There's no reason for you, to ever have to cry
I would take a bullet,
Give my last breath
Because to me, you are...
You are the best.

I'm last.
I'm your shoulder, where is mine?
How come I can't come to you
It's ok, that's fine.

I'm last.
That's why you come to me
It's time you open your eyes
I'm crying blood, can't you see?

I'm last.
But I'm ready to be first
I can't do this anymore, I can't deal with the hurt.

I'm last.
Because my friends left me astray
I knew I should've stayed at the bottom
Maybe they would've stayed.

I'm last.