Tore in to pieces

My heart has been tore
by my best friend.
Something was wrong with him, I knew.
And his visits, he's hand upon mine came to an end.
for days I sat in my room crying.
I dont eat, I wont sleep,
and I felt like maybe I was dieing.
Indside the pain burned me so deep.
I asked him what his deal was..
the reply was shallow, not like the guy I once knew.
but I had to know, its an absolute must.
the days go on and here I sit, not knowing what to do.
I just cry
and cut
I remember his lie...
how he slammed the door shut
on us two
the sad part is.
when he said those things he already knew
that from me he had recieved his last kiss.
and it tore up my heart.
but the love we shared was just a game.
and while he just played the part.
I am broken for real, and I'll never be the same.

Hayley ©