I lost everything when i lost you

It’s over… I was the one that ended it. I think about the reasons why I did it everyday and I realized that I should of never let her go.. Everything changed between us now we hardly talk anymore we hardly see each other .. But there is one thing that hasn’t. I still think of you all the time..

I can’t believe what I did I never would have thought that I would be holding everything I ever wanted in my arms and looking them in the eye.. It all has faded away all the feelings that you had for me are gone and I made it that way.

Some people wait a life time for a moment like this, the moment that they meet the person that makes everything better no matter how bad your day was or how bad life is going for you.. I have had that person standing right in front of me, but I just let them walk away.. I wish there was a way to have one more chance at what we had. I