I don't know what to do because i lost you

I don’t know what to do anymore.. I don’t know if there is a reason for me anymore.. All I know is that every time I try to think about something happy your face still appears in my head.. I try to let it go but I can’t and I know why.. Because I never wanted to let you go but I did. It was the worst decision I have ever made and I regret it every single day..

Your over me now and your happy so I guess I should be too cause that all I ever wanted was for you to be happy.. But I can’t forget you because you were the best thing that has ever happened to me.. If I could take it all back in a second I would even if we argued every night even if we would have tears running down our face after speaking to each other I would go through it all again cause at the end of the day you would still be mine and that would make me the happiest guy in the world..

No matter what I do anymore nothing will ever be able to fill in this whole in my heart every time I see you or think of you I can still feel the wind blowing through it.. All I ask is for you to please remember me.. You were my everything I just wish I could of realized that before it was too late but now it is and there isn’t a single thing I wouldn’t do to still be with you.. It was you that kept me here everyday by knowing that I was yours.. There isn’t a reason for me anymore.. I don’t know what to do without you

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