Is There a God?

Is there a God, to help me in time of need? If there is, why is he not helping? I have great need and there is no one helping. I suffer and I struggle, and I am still not making it. Is there a God?

Is there a God, to watch over me? If there is... Is he really watching? I am crying, cutting, sinning, and there is not one correcting me. Is he up there, just sitting and watching me destroy myself? Is there a God?

Is there a God, to correct the wrong? If there is, why will he not correct my life? I am never happy, I never laugh. Instead i cry and slice at my wrists. Is there a God?

Is there a God, to answer your prayers? If there is, why will he not answer mine?! I pray everyday that my life will end. And yet, I have not died like I want to. I am still living in this nightmare of a world. Is there a God?

Is there a God, to put us in Heaven or Hell? If there is, why am I not in one!? I give up! I want out! I hope he is not watching and doing nothing as i slowly take these pills... I put my life in his hands... I was never happy... maybe now I will be... Is there a God?