Self Reflection

Ive been told im paranoid,
And stubborn and unfair,
Everything about me is bad,
Even my god damn hair,

I cant take any jokes,
I'm short tempered and rude,
Nothing about me is any good,
I'm always in a bad mood,

This is what people think about me,
This is what they see,
I wish they'd see the good,
And the caring side of me,

I don't know whats wrong with me,
Why is it people think this,
I'm such a failure,
Who no-one would miss,

I've caused nothing but trouble,
And heartbreak and pain,
I dont deserve this life,
I've got nothing to gain,

I might as well leave,
Go to heaven or hell,
No-one here wants me,
I doubt they would as well...

Written by Simona. S©
2004