Everything I lack (is everything you need)

What I feel
I can't explain
but what I do
causes all the pain

I tried to love you
I tried to care
but how I treat you
is just unfair

my friends all know
but they don't know me
a perfect person
is what I need to be

why do I need you?
why don't I care?
when i jumped for your love
I took love's dare

I wasn't true
I wasn't real
I just can't tell you
what I think I feel

just let me go
and don't look back
everything you want
is everything I lack

I cuss and I lie
I cheat and I steal
my own self greed
is the only feeling that I feel

I hurt you all
and I cry for days
and if you shead one more tear
I don't4 know what I'd say

this stays in my head
and won't leave me alone
I want you to stay
but I wanna go home

today is the last
it's over for us
it was all because
I broke your trust

I cheat too much
I lie all the time
I won't hurt you again
because this is good-bye