Today just seems to be stuck on repeat
Living in the same old rut…
So much pain with each heartbeat
Yet too afraid to cut…
Do you think by treating me so very cruel
That somehow I’ll disappear?
There’s so much trouble within this mind
My life is ruled by fear…
My body is suffering sweet agony
And emptiness fills each vein
I want to leave this world behind
I fear I’ve gone insane…
Crying the tears that I lost as a child
Bleeding the blood you can’t see
The sky is falling and the voices are calling
I’m as unhappy as can be…
Needing so much more than tomorrow
As I stare at the scars on my wrist
Running to find the end of this pain
Finding it hard to exist…
Every point of view has another angle
And my perception is all so wrong
Every thought has its very own doubts
And doubts won’t let it stay strong
I can see myself standing alone in the rain
With tears running down my sad face
Waiting for changes to sweep me away
Away to a far better place…
Hey, you there holding your bag of gold
Do you even know what you’ve got?
Does the sun shine over where you’re standing
Whilst I tie myself in knots?
Crimson words and scattered stones
Traces of compromise…
So many false smiles are faked in turn
Shadowing desperate tries…
My eyes are tired, as you sit on your couch
Sipping your scotch and ice
What goes around does come around
And you will pay your price…
My restless soul is searching its cage
I need to be set free
Somebody save me before it’s too late
This is my desperate plea
Any comments or votes would mean a lot right now x thankyou for reading
