I'm insane without him

The voices never seem to stop
where is it all coming from?
whispers echo through my ears
as i turned to run.

i stop dead in my tracks
as my name traveled on the wind
i turned to face the man,
who had committed so many sins

i reached to touch his face
it was too good to be true
but as my fingers stretched toward him
they reached all the way through.

his ashes spread over me
blinding me with pain
i fall to my knees screaming.
clutching to his memories in vain.

on my arms, the nails sink in
the blood peaks from the creases
i tremble from head to toe
with each sob my body releases

the voices are here again
i can feel you all stare
"Don't look at me anymore!
you never really cared!"

i turned and ran as fast as i could
away from you all
this world is fading into black
into his grave i fall

the only thing left of who i was
is a simple rose i placed on his grave
i cant bare to live in this world
without the love that he once gave