Alive...

Shiver down my spine
Tickle of my soul
How can something thats killing me
Make my life so whole?

A bloody rush
From head to toe
How come i do it every day?
You try it and you'll know

Beautifull river
Of nothing but red
I see its beautiful flow go down
All pain goes from my head

Leave your scar
That will never heal
But each and every day this
Freedom i wish to feel

Shiver down my spine
My knife never to hide
How can something thats killing me
Make me feel so alive?