My second chance at life

I use to hate life so much, that I would make myself bleed, it would give me the relief that I thought I would need, I would drag through each day wishing I was dead, id start planning out ways that would let me leave all this dread, I wanted to die I wanted to bleed, I thought this is what I needed and I was ready to commit the deed, no one ever knew what I really went through, they never saw it coming, it just came outta the blue, It was to late I already took all the pills, my friends saw something was wrong and it gave them the chills, they didn't know what to do they just set there in surprise as I turned my head because I was to ashamed to look them in the eyes, they new something was wrong I couldn't even stand on my own, I wish I would've known how much pain I would bring to the people that cared, but nothing would ever compare to the pain I felt.(January 27, 2005)

**I dedicate this to the two people that saved my life that day~Kanaan & Rebacca~You guys know that you saved my life and I will never be able to repay you, thank you guys so much, I now realize that people actually care**